Why I'm Finally Talking About It

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Hey guys, 


As you may or may not know, I am a junior in college. Ever since I was a little girl, I've played lacrosse and knew that I wanted to for the rest of my educational career. All throughout my life, I worked so incredibely hard to ensure that I recieved a scholarship and could play in college. I ended up achieving my goal, and I was accepted into my dream college with a full scholarship to play lacrosse for the girls team -- I was ecstatic! 


For the past two years in college, I've been a bit overwhelmed trying to keep my grades up, and keep my scholarship by playing lacrosse. We practice every single day and lacrosse has taken up the majority of my time. Since I'm already a junior, I've been thinking about my future, and my dream as many of you know is to become a successful lawyer. When I graduate, I need to apply to school to continue my education in law. If my grades fall, I will not be accepted. 


Well, because lacrosse is taking up my study time, I've decided to quit lacrosse, lose my scholarship, and continue trying to get into law school. This was a very hard decision that I had to make, and a lot of my teammates turned on me for this decision. I lost a lot of friends in the process. 

It's been very hard for me to talk about, which is why I'm choosing to do it now. These last couple of months have been very hard for me. But I choose now to talk about it, because I think it's important for others to know that you need to take care of yourself before you take care of others sometimes. We are the only people who can control what happens to us. We must have our own best interests in mind.


By staying on the lacrosse team, I was benefiting my team, but hurting myself. So, I chose to finally listen to my head and be my own best friend. 


Sometimes there are bumps in the road, but we also move on. To everyone who may be feeling a bit lost right now, you will be okay. Everything works out the way it's supposed to. You will be okay. 







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